Self Abuse Drama
February 26, 2017
You have one life as ‘you’… right now and here! Life is guaranteed to have drama, the question is, ‘how do we minimize that drama’, and what to do if you cause the drama. Why do some people seem to cause more drama than others? Drama vampires are everywhere from colic babies to old complaining codgers. As adulthood comes, being self abusive, which of course affects others negatively too, is just selfish behavior that can be converted into a more evolved being.
Living with prior abuse, and not getting to the root of why, as well as not beginning to rise above it is to live a lie. Carrying abuse year after year petrifies the abuse to become more and more entrenched as a part of a you that is really ‘not the you’ deep down. The false self needs to be torn apart piece by piece to get to the real you, and find that the abuse layers can be let go of to let the light of joy and clear thinking in.
There are infinite problems in life, but most are problems of the mind as the mind gets stuck in reaching for the negative unless you are free of minds negative barnacles or attachments. The mind will make friends with drama and suffering rather than stopping and beginning the move to disconnect from them. Mind can be a torture chamber preventing truth of whose mind it is to never come out by accepting it’s burden. Sometimes there has to be a ‘negotiation’ between your higher self and lower self to let go of attachments to the lower. Include the openness of the heart in that negotiation.
The negatives or sufferings are not following us around without a personal invitation of trying to do nothing about them, or even attempting to run from them too. They are faster than you can run as they are running with you. Feel the energy of letting go. Nothing to be scared of. Be open to being the witness in the hear and now. You always have someone to talk to, how about your higher self? In the open heart let the energy melt into it. Deprogramming happens silently when letting go and letting the energy of the moment in, especially with a smile. It is to experience a rebirth and as in Christianity, to be born again.
The negative stories within are the fuel to feed the negative ego. Say, ‘I got my mind made up to take steps into more of the light and out of the darkness’. Let the lies and masks crumble and dissolve into just a detached memory, and not the real new you. Let the tears out for love. They are a great healer. Cut the umbilical cord from attached negatives. Be free!