Road to Hell
January 30, 2016
Please …bake me a cake or bring me some organic vegetables for juicing, but don’t tell me that I’m going to hell, for in fact, I’ve continued on my way there for years, and no one believes me! Today, I bumped into and spoke with two gentlemen I’ve known a few short years who spread the ‘good news’ of Jesus ‘as the way’ to where I can be with god and feel greater than any drug high ever felt?!
First of all, imbibing drugs has never been of any interest to me. I don’t desire to feel higher than now anyway. Nor am I interested in talking to Jesus, and his spokespeople for eternal life. I prefer the company of women who hopefully are very centered and have some inner self love. Why would anyone want to hang with someone who has millions of people around them as Jesus allegedly would?
I mentioned to these ‘fine gentlemen’ that my life thus far has been going, for the most part, just fine. Had a great childhood with no issues of negativity following me into adulthood that were barriers to all the love I could imagine. Lots of life for many is ‘sweet’, for many sadly, it’s not. I’m tired of meeting these people who are on the ‘freeway to heaven’. Perhaps the ‘road less traveled’ is best to journey on – neither the freeway to heaven nor the crowded freeway to hell.
Asked these fine Christian men what is the ‘one thing’ that’s offered that I may not already have that Jesus and god have to offer? Of course, I knew the answer, and they gave me the same answer. Eternal life with unconditional love forever. They added that Jesus sacrificed his life on the cross to forgive everyone’s sins. I said millions of soldiers the world over have sacrificed their lives. I’m heartfelt over it, but has it always been for the right reasons, or for a hidden agendas that serves the very rich? (I also asked them in jest (?) if Jesus ever masturbated? ‘’Oh, of course not’’, they exclaimed!)
I had successful brain surgery on that ominous 6-6-6 date (June 6, 2006). Perhaps that’s a sign that my road is the one to the valley of hell to serve those who may want out? My Christian friends warned me not to do that! I informed them that it feels like my calling. I recall the Broadway Musical that I saw five times in New York called, Man of La Mancha, and that this man, Don Quixote, felt his calling was to ‘march into hell for a heavenly cause’! I enjoy giving! Apparently, according to these Christians, all the love in this world is not enough for entry into heaven.
In parting today, I once again mentioned that my ‘soul sister and dearest friend’, Acharya who is the leading female author in the world to challenge all religions for their disingenuous assertions in scriptures, and who researched and wrote seven books exposing myths, passed this last Christmas Day. Also, I mentioned the mystical irony that her birthday this year in 2016 is on the day the alleged Jesus rose, Easter Sunday! My question was, ‘Will she go to hell for researching and writing which she found to be less than factual truths in the bible, even in light of the passing on the day of Jesus birth, AND with her birthday on ‘rising’ Easter Sunday?! They looked sheepish with no answer. My answer – follow the road of your heart with awareness!